It goes pretty well fr d underwrld..but yesterday nite i recievd a comment which made me think abt it fr smthin else in my life..
Yeah..Lets go bck a few mnths or n year bck...
It was one evening when Me,Gp And Co(Ravem,Gparuthi & Coblaze) Started a menace or a boon known as "Titan" A server supported by Direct Connect Protocol...
We never thought it"l be a big hit..But It bcm one hell of a popular thing inside d campus....
Nd den things bcm a bit sore..Nd started to go out of d limits...
We three were admins at dat time..So we tried our best to control watever dat happened on smthing which i always hated..Yes..It was d main chat..It was advantageous bt at times it much more of a pain in d ass fr guys who hv d power to kick ppl out...
Soon to control ppl abusing..We had to kick em out..nd It was nt fun....Bcz d person gettin kicked out of d server was nt a simple guy...
He"l cm bck wid sm or the other nick..nd den he"l abuse more n more ppl...Nd yeah we always recived d "BEST" of d abuses...
Some of em made me think..dat y d F*** m i running dis thing on my comp...Ppl jus cmn n abusing me....nd i like a lame person cn jus cntinue typoe dis command--->> ?kick
After a few months nd a list of incidents...I"l list sm of d incidents dwn here...
1)Ppl talking of a gal on campus fr sm hrs on d main chat..Nd it was leadin nowhere..We had to put d Mc OFF....Result..dat when i put it bck...i recievd a lot of abuses... :) Nd i cn jus say Thanku....
2)Ppl started talking rubbish abt a girls cleavage(I m nt gonna hide d truth.If dis hapened.I"l state it)...I was dere.....Hv to put d MC off.Again a series of abuses in d PM frm ppl at 2 in d nite..
3)These r a bundle of incidents...
(a) Ppl jus abusing each other fr fun..
(b) Ppl jus spamming n abusing..nd iritating each other..
(c) Catching one identity on campus..nd den ripping everythin abt him....
All these r jus a few of em which i remember..Actually dere r mane like dese bt it made me hard...I made a chnge in myself...
Dere was no point being a gandhi behind d comp..If ppl abused u..u abuse dem bck..bcz den onle dey"l understand..Hw it feels..Nd yeah d guy sitting behind d comp is nt impotent...
So to control 500 maniacs of age grp 18-20...Who r stdyin in a goan coll...I hv to bcm using sm of d harsh wrds in d dictionary..
Bt it was prt of d job....It never meant dat i never met d guys who i ofended..or dey were nt my frends..Mane of my frends recvd much more harsh wrds..rather den d guys nt knwing me..
Lets role bck..nd cmng to present..
Tdy i m happy dat i m nt d admin of d most popular hub dwn dere..It saves lot of energy..nd yeah my parents dsnt gt abused bcz of no reason..(Yeah dats d ground reality...wat goes behind d scenes)
Bt a bit sad..dat made me write dis post..sm ppl think(cnt mention d names) dat I enjoyed dat a lot..nd i abused ppl bck jus fr fun....
I m a bad guy fr mane... :) They think It was fun fr d ppl as well as fr me...Bt dey frget it ain't funny when u continously recieve abuses...nt 1 or 2 or 3 mnths..always u r on d recieving end...
Bt den...It was prt of d job..I dnt feel bad fr it..except dat i cudnt make it upto d mark..
So i"l say..." Gendaa hain yeh per dhendaa hain yeh"
